THIS IS CALLED HOT.



















SS 501- current love Kim Hyung Joon<3 T-max woo bin <3
have been watching Boys over flowers for like... a week. and everyday was after 12pm after everyone slept. so tts why i always feel sleepy in class. -.- cant even walk properly lol but for the sake of my BOF show i shall persevere! LOL hothothothotho loveeeeee
actually teh guys from SS501 are all hottt but he's the cutest :}}}
gosh sound so bimbo. Ji Hoo also gosh *swoon*

kay bye :} i hate blogger.took me so long just to post this few photos. damn.

yeah, and thanks to you. i have to resort to watching drama shows in the middle of the night when everyone's sleeping. SO I COULD HAVE A LIFE.
damn it i have not enough slp. yeah i cant blame anyone but you just cant let me watch on a more normal time. guess you just can't make the effort.

gosh i hate it when everyone i love turns biased against me.
for example my parents my tutor my teachers.
gosh i hated them for this.
i wanted to cry so badly during tuition today cause of the biase-ness( is there such a word?) my parents show to me.
so what if sis scored well in all her major exams? you 2 always compare me with her.
she has a scholarship offer, so? she wants to go back taiwan to study medicine
SHE DON'T EVEN FUCKING HELL LIKE IT and she wants to snatch it away from me.
i am the one who wanted to go to medical sch, i am the one who told you 2 i wanted to go back to study medicine. and YOU TELL HER TO CHOSE MEDICAL in the box. what the fuck? she likes art for bloody hell. if she ever become a doctor or what so ever, you 2 would come boasting to me say " see your sis is having a great career ahead of her." and i will always be the one left behind.
YOU BOTH ALREADY LOVE BABY SIS SO MUCH. i don't even feel like i am part of the family.
i DREAD family dinners now a days. cause the conversation either goes like what sch sis is going ot accept, or if i had studied hard or not or if i am able to go to JC
wtf i don't need all this fucking hell from you.
you don't even let me watch TV for goodness sake. i wanted to watch some drama on youtube and you told me not to because my mind will wander. SO? i cant even fucking relax? AND YET SHE CAN HOG THE COMPUTER FOR MORE THAN 3 HOURS AND YOU DON'T BLOODY HELL CARE?
wtf. i hate sis for this
gosh all you and mum cares is results.
yeah true result can get you to places. but so what? i know you pay for all my lessons etc. but all you wanted is that i don't shame you and better bring glory to you. gosh


and mum, you weren't helping either. you always like to scold me or drag me into a scolding session when you are scolding others. sometimes you ask me to do housework, i tell you later then do i studying. you say" also don't see you last time so hardworking" wow
thats fucking hurtful. so what if i am not hardworking last time? i am now at least. even my own mother is looking down on me. thanks a lot where is the love? you always claim that you love me the most but i always break your heart HAHAHA. you have baby sis with you and you forgot all abt me. just like on sunday we went bugis for dinner. dad talks with sis and you with baby sis. i was sitting beside you and you DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE
i am your fucking daughter for goodnes sake. thanks a lot uh


so what if we are one family?
even my tutor sides with sis. wtf i hate life.
i hate it so much that sometimes i imagine myself commiting suicide.
i told xz i always wonder what will happen to me if i get hit by a car. what will my family do? would they even notice.
lol on a lighter note, i got bumped by a fucking damn car while going to sch yesterday and i told my friends. what ade said was " then why are you still here?" its fucking hell hurtful.
i need attention that i am not getting from my family from friends.



oh yeah and you don't even want to give me a handphone bcause you are scared i will do all sorts of things unlike big old sis who is so mature.
i asked you one day if you could buy me one, and you said you think your results good like your sis to get you a hp? fuck you. you ask me to pay my bills myself if i go get one. i am 17 hello. you payed for sis and why not me? i wanted to shout and slap in your face so much

while studying today you noticed i was very pissed. and you asked why. i told you i am not going to tell you and you jump to conclusions that i am having problems with my friends. NO HELLO. ITS FAMILY PROBLEMS THAT YOU AND MUM CAUSED.



i would blame you all if i have a bad childhood.
thanks so much for your love and care all these 17 years.
as the saying goes, middle child gets nothing.

surviving on cheap thrills lol spending money online :}
so anyway MYE was okay... much better than last year. i passed physics and uh my a maths left 2 marks to A2 damn. english i got 9th in class yay :}
night went to bugis to eat supper and uh yep
in class ppl are shocked i get good results. wtf. esp teachers loh. mdm rahayu still want to see my parents. go eat shit lah see my parents.
i told her they don't understand english (which is not true) then she say she will ask my chinese to explain WTF My chinese teacher. she like hates me to the core loh lol
aiya sian don't care already its over :} dad's going back to taiwan soon hahaha means i got more time to do stuff ahem !!!! yes!
kay bye bck to online shopping so many stuffs to decide so little time

yesterday was fun. out with Uni Emily. shopped and uh night shee sha with Monica.
tanning was canceled cause of the damn rain lol

yay exam's over in lets say erh another 13 hours lol haha
anyway erh yep gonna head to sentosa in like another 15 hours w/ uni and emily for tanning and uh swimming.
then tuesday at uni's for swimming yeahhhhh life's good now. exams over soon.

oh yeah i passed physics omg i am so happy lol i am still scared of chem tho. and you don't feel happy for me at all for me passing physics. you just kept saying its bcos he gave a lot of hints




kay bye ppl gonna start revision :}

awwww :} chuck's so sweet in gossip girl :]
damn if only i have a boyfriend like him
he's freaking sweet urghhh okay and i didnt know GG had this sappy sweet moments lol
geogina totally wow super cool." you can tell Jesus that the bitch is back "
awesome!



lol amths was a killer today suck urgh am totally feeling holiday mood right now. since wed after physics and bio paper 2 LOL
kay bye uni don't shy HAHAHA

I. W.A.N.T. T.O. D.I.E.
ohmygod i swear on my life that i am so going to flunk physics. GOSH i have been trying to study from the morning after i got home from geog paper and mr au was LATE for half an hour made me wait urghhh so nth goes into my brain and urgh i just pray very very very hard that i will at least pass T.T i spend time reading when i was suppose to STUDY i wanna cry alr i think my brain's going to burst, and now's only Mid Years. what about O's?!

yeap out with uni on monday go tanning yes :} babe show you my hot body LOl :XXX
maybe shopping and shee sha with mon and zy on marking day yesssss ~~~

hohoho
anyway i just remembered that one day we went to buy bubbletea, then the primary school kids in front of us bought honey and strawberry snow blend just like what both of us wanted ahahaahah!
so qiao loh! it was freaking scary like as if they were our previous self in primary school LOL.

anyway eng socialstudies emaths paper 1 is over :} lol thong freaking loud can. keep using his correction tape wow chloe say his whole paper confirm more than half a page correction tape one. then vincent was like so bored during most of the papers except emaths mad alr. do maths till like this.

urgh sorry mon my batt. died when you are talking to me lol. ps.

something like what we watched, but a different cast.




oh yeah sis bought their souvenir catalog, wanted to get their shirts but they don't accept credit cards. T.T

OMG okay CATS was just awesome.
its like the best oh god.
daddy bought us the best seats,so yeap i had the 4th row seat haha it has like the perfect view. but sis and i were like saying it would have been best if it was the front row. rum tum tugger jumped to an audience's seat to scream omg its like AHHHHH HOT.
so yeah it started at 8 and wow best best best luv it <333333 singing was good, dancing was fabulous, wow choreography is PERFECT. mister mistofelees was like the best. he did the twirling ballet thingy like jolin's da zhang fu the mv the move. wow he can do much much better than her loh. he did non stop for like 20 rounds? wow shiok. there were new parts and some old ones we saw in the dvd we had then sis and i were singing tgt lol its just so high.

then during intermission, the "cats" went roaming around the whole theatre, so we had like a lot of meow sounds. then uh the rum tum tugger went to the front of the stage, then pointed to some lady on the second floor and did the CALL ME sign. omg fucking cute. i swear the woman swooned. if its me i would have shrieked and screamed hahahahaah so cute urgh!
*PS rum tum tugger is like the flirtatious cat inside the musical.


so yeap it sums up CATS and i have enjoyed it to the max.
STOMPs coming to singapore during oct. urgh O levels coming but i really want to watch it!
awwwww :{



mid year's starting soon oh gosh.

turns out cats was only available today for the best seats, so later sis and me are going.yeap!
anyhowzxzxzx, family went to sushi tei at taka, ate over 100 + lol then uh we went to taka to shop. just nice they were having shoes and bags affair, so we all went and shopped like maddddd. mum bought like 3 pairs of hush puppies and scholl. then sis bought 2 pairs of heels, dad a pair of loafers and i bought a pair of geox shoes lol wanted to buy a bag, but my dad says its so old for me lol and watches but damn sis didn't want. cause they were having offer buy one free one and its like 176$ for one.so its a real good bargain but urghhhh -.- so yeah.. bought ice cream, dough nuts, brownies home lol. sunday was lesson, rained like mad lol. and uh monday tuesday wednesday thrusday was SCHOOL which sucks life out of me. yesterday was labour day, and i spent the whole day at home even when mum ask me if i want to go shopping at PS. watched a lot of shows and practically wasted the whole day away i know. mid year's coming and everyone's so chiong .urgh kay nvm bye i have tuition now.